The gig on Friday was pretty okay, so much drama, the police came in the end.
Andrew tried to get me to mack some guy friend of mine.
awkward much?
it was worse cause i had my legs resting on his.
haha.
saw the friend i had macked last Saturday...
not too awkward, i guess there will other times...
ey?
haha.
tafe on Monday...
last Wednesday was pretty good, Rona wasn't there so we worked on our self-portraits.
it was great, finished mine, although need to fix some smaller things i spelt, 'escalated' as 'esculated'
yeah im an idiot.
but i was really tired.

Life is pretty great right now.
not that I'm going to jinx it.
but it is.
Everything is nice and peachy.
After you have your low shit moments, something pulls through.
always.
had the best weekend, made more friends, met new people, became closer to others.
Had some fun with a cute boy.
:-D

I can't wait to write and record new songs with my new guitarist and also close friend of mine.
Weekend is looking amazing.
i just want it to be Friday already.
*sighs*
Peace!
xx

hey!
Been feeling good!
Little bit sick, but nevertheless great.
Been writing a few songs and all that jazz.
Me and my best mate who I'm in the band with have both written some songs and guitar riffs.
i swear he has the greatest talent!
It's pure bliss to the ears.

Also tafe has been pretty alright, i guess it's growing on me, still there are days where i feel ergh and don't actually want to get out of bed.

Written some deep poems, just some things that have been occupying my mind lately.
And now the rain has come to wash away the day's creations.
*sighs*

Here's my poem- Unspoken.

I want to stand out of the crowd. i want you to see me shine. i urge and desperately seek your admiration. i don't care if I'm not perfect, only the fact you think I'm the only thing that matters. Our lives aren't long, everyday it grows less and less. They crash over us, were sweeping back to the sea. My days are filled with mundane things, day in and out. When the night comes, i am free because nobody else is awake at three. My hunger grows, i desire peace and envy war. The footsteps that trail behind me are my only mistake and greatest fear. But i can't be who i am, because you don't know who i am. And I'm just a figment of your imagination. Is it possible that you could be imaginary too? Doors and windows shut all around me, i sit quietly in patience. My insecurities makes me insane and i brake all the roots that hold me together. I loved you once, and i loved you twice, but i fool you all the same. We have time, because our time is heading to the tunnel of nowhere. Suspended in motion, our bodies touch just briefly. i see you at a midnight bar. i grab a serviette and write your name. i wipe my smile off and scrunch it up. Pointless and pathetic, or is it the thought that counts? So as my days pile up with things i don't want. And my mind is cluttered with questions I'll never understand. I only wanted you and me to be the only ones that understand our secret desires. Because in time, i fall short and i lose all that i have in my hands.

23.3.09

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Peace